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Created on 2004-12-18 21:23:24 (#5489367), last updated 2005-12-20
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Bio>> aphasia // poetic.tragedy <3
I lay [awake] in my restless psychotic mind,
concocting ways to shed my flesh and find the purity inside,
the mirror is a lingering memory of what _I_ have made of my body,
but no longer will I [need] the evil that I nourish my destructive self,
because starvation is now _satiating_ my aching hunger...
You've never felt this,
but I know you'll see
When I am bones,
you'll wish you were me.
Shinedown is Love
© It Affects Me. ©
Thursday, April 22, 2004 is Sexual Assault Awareness Day.
© show some heart ©
Tuesday, March 1, 2005 is SI Awareness Day.
© show some heart ©
February 27-March 5, 2005 is ED Awareness Week.
:::Convenient Stalker Information:::
[I AM] I am quiet and I am loud. I am shy and I am wild. I am honest and I am dishonest. I am optimistic and I am pessimistic. I am angry and I am content. I am sad and I am happy. I am blunt and I am gentle. I am everything I wanted to be and I am not everything I could be. I am conceited and I am modest. I am manipulative and I am rash. I am loved and I am hated. I am a bitch and I am an angel. I am unique and I am just like you. I am good and I am evil. I am afraid and I am bold. I am alone and I am accompanied. I am congenial and I am hateful.
Here are a small list of the following...I of course am incapable of listing everything....
[I BELIEVE] I believe: That God exists. That people with closed minds should drop off the face of the earth. That everyone falls in love more than once. That love is more powerful than hate. That rage ends up in tragedy. In myself. In my friends. That if you try hard enough anything is possible.
[I LOVE] I love: My friends. Poetry. Art. The stars overhead. The dark night sky. Darkness. Myself. Kisses. I love how you make me feel. I love the night air on my face. I love the mountain atmosphere. I love the way I can go to bed sad, but wake up happy. I love beauty. I love children. I love a number of things...
I lay [awake] in my restless psychotic mind,
concocting ways to shed my flesh and find the purity inside,
the mirror is a lingering memory of what _I_ have made of my body,
but no longer will I [need] the evil that I nourish my destructive self,
because starvation is now _satiating_ my aching hunger...
but I know you'll see
When I am bones,
you'll wish you were me.
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| Eating Disorders are NOT shameful | |||||
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| Depression is NOT shameful | |||||
Shinedown is Love
| Decide to End Sexual Violence | ||||
Thursday, April 22, 2004 is Sexual Assault Awareness Day.
| Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one. | ||||
Tuesday, March 1, 2005 is SI Awareness Day.
| Eating disorders are a disease, not a lifestyle. | ||||
February 27-March 5, 2005 is ED Awareness Week.
:::Convenient Stalker Information:::
[I AM] I am quiet and I am loud. I am shy and I am wild. I am honest and I am dishonest. I am optimistic and I am pessimistic. I am angry and I am content. I am sad and I am happy. I am blunt and I am gentle. I am everything I wanted to be and I am not everything I could be. I am conceited and I am modest. I am manipulative and I am rash. I am loved and I am hated. I am a bitch and I am an angel. I am unique and I am just like you. I am good and I am evil. I am afraid and I am bold. I am alone and I am accompanied. I am congenial and I am hateful.
Here are a small list of the following...I of course am incapable of listing everything....
[I BELIEVE] I believe: That God exists. That people with closed minds should drop off the face of the earth. That everyone falls in love more than once. That love is more powerful than hate. That rage ends up in tragedy. In myself. In my friends. That if you try hard enough anything is possible.
[I LOVE] I love: My friends. Poetry. Art. The stars overhead. The dark night sky. Darkness. Myself. Kisses. I love how you make me feel. I love the night air on my face. I love the mountain atmosphere. I love the way I can go to bed sad, but wake up happy. I love beauty. I love children. I love a number of things...
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